I feel so mustard seedless

Now the virtual keyboard is playing hide & go seek. I may not make it to the morning thread. But since it's working at the moment....

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I have my my Serious Questions about group prayer, public prayer, remote prayer, even effectiveness of prayer at all beyond internal adjustment and "placebo effect." Somewhat obliquely, maybe, I relate it to Jesus telling that poor old woman, trying to touch the hem of his garment is not actually what works. What does work, faith, I feel so mustard seedless. But sometimes y' just gotta let go of all the questions and rules.... so...

Please spare a prayer for the strengthening in body and spirit of MJ, whose longstanding disorder has flared up, again.

Might also be in its letting go stage, this time, fighting the latest remedy. But, she's been down that dead-end of false hope so often! More than two decades of prayer, doctors, medicines, treatments, seeming recession, repeated disappointing recurrance, and sometimes that which is worse than mere ill health, despair.

God's will, God's will, not mine be done... but, Jesus, if it is not against our Father's will, give at last one healing tear of divine mercy for your wonderful, enduring, deserving daughter.