Forty years of seeking God's will

*sigh* Last 1 sent autonomically. Should say link in nic. I think I'll go back to bed and try starting this day over.

Seriously, though, forty years of seeking God's will, begging to know and do God's will, trying to discipline the mind to accept God's will, whatever that might mean, but not yet having clue one what that will might mean for me, meanwhile everything good in life spirals out of control... it's a strange answer. I hope there'll be a good explanation.

If I live to hear it, that will be good enough.